Speaking the Unspoken Feelings for Him :(
just the other day i came to know that someone just got married. i was supposed to be happy with the news but obviously i was not.. here's why..
he's been my only ultimate crush ever since i was very young to mention my age.. he's my teacher's son.. he once thought me how to dance. he was the first boy to hold my hand. the first one to offer me sweet candy, as i remember.
we both grew up in different ways. we studied in different schools, believe in dfferent religion, different points of views. but i always knew there was something common in us.
we live a new blocks away from each other yet never got the chance to talk. never we talk before. cause when i got to see him, i ran inside my house. and when he saw me, he chnage direction.
the only thng i remember was the night he said "Hi" to me few years back. that's the first time i heard his voice.
we both graduated in college, yet never got the chance to talk still. i saw her girlfriends, he saw mine in accidental way. we both got jobs, me in the hospital, him in our local cable provider.. that's the time he came to visit in my house for the monthly bill of my cable.. still never got the chance to talk. only simple conversations like hi and hellos, how's your cable, thank you and goodbye.
i was invited at thier house so many times but no never i've been there. i was so shy to take my feet in thier doorstep. he was invited so many times in our house but he was never been there cause he's so shy for the reason that i never got to know.
finally, a few weeks before my flight to Doha we met. it was our place's fiesta. he invted me for a drink and he was so amazed seeing me wearing in black. he said he's been looking at me every morning going to work wearing my white uniform, even in church or in ordinary day. i am a lady in white. that was our first and last conversation.
now, i got a good reason to wear black all day. and i am mourning cause lost someone who's been waiting for me for so many years. both we feel to each other's just left unspoken. but we don't need to say it, we know there was something. now all that's left are regrets and questions. what if i came when i was invited to his house several times? what if he came in our house when he was invited several times? what if i open a conversation the night he said hi? what if we talk about what we feel to each other. i guess my life's just build with regrets and questions.
i am so over him...thank you for the support system in QL :D
rishi, hope you managed to complete at least one of them.....
Maybe you'll feel better kid ;)
drmana, this was one of my many incomplete love stories..:)
forget him and move on .. just think that "he is not lucky to get you" ....
there are many beautiful things in the world .. including lots a handsome guys ;)...
Visper you were not making any move....he cannot wait until he becomes grandpa.....
it's just now for me drmana..getting tired of that broken hearted stories, i really hate what it feels but i still do the same mistake over and over again.. why not giving my self a treat and pour all my unpleasnt emotions at ones then come back with a new me..
just this one shocked me.. he's been my ultimate crush since 1st grade til the time i knew he's already married..
Sadly, the wound is still too deep to stich. The pain and pangs of regret are there as a reminder of what may have been...
If only, I had spoken up when she was here... :O(
ahh no smileys pls.. No LOLs,ROFL,LMAO,ROFLMAO hehehehe, hahaha on this thread.. thanks
Everyone coming out with their incomplete love stories now. How many broken hearts needs comfort here, sad....
oh.. there was a 1st year fresher in the college when i was in the 4th year and i fell for her when we seniors were ragging the female new admissions..
my legs trembled and as if my lips got locked when i was infront of her...my inhibitions and fear of rejection got the better of me....i could never propose to her.:(
This is just an interval....(Picture abhi bakhi hai....mere dost)..ie the movie is yet to get over .... my friend
But if you guys danced you didnt talk? That would be so sexy.
Movie continues.....
Mr Crush will have to earn more income after marriage ...goes to Qatar...since Qatar is the richest country in the world and Visper is there also.....one day while Visper & Jack is out on a date....to the movies...they run into Visper's original crush.....Jack is crushed....but puts up a brave face....buys them both candy....proposes a trio....gets kicked out of Visper's life...Visper moves in with Mr Crush....doesnt answer Jack's phone call or sex-texts.....turns off her QL PM too.....the movie ends with Visper and Mr Crush walking hand in hand at the Corniche :)....and then the ending titles roll.... :)
@ brit, does your old girl knew she had a patch of bald head when she left for Cuba? :D
brit let me stitch that wound..
ahhayyy.. ups and downs happen every minute in my life..
Sad to hear it!
But dont loose heart...
Remember one thing..every thing happens for good and God has in-stored some one better for you.
May be he wasn't ment for you....
Now cheer up!!!!
i am not talking about you soniya.. :(
just other people i got to know..
Your post opened up old wounds :O(
The memories became flooding back. I too had a crush on someone who was the total opposite. We shared so much, yet it was not meant to be. She had to go back to Cuba and all I was left with was a lock of her hair, her autographed Shot and memories :O(
buddy, whats up..chill now..y r u taking every comment to other way?? i didn't mean to hurt u..neways,relax now..
thanks soniya..
i think i'm not that young anymore..
and yah most people here abused the age difference between a man and a female.. because i am still young, they think they can just leave a sh*t on me..well, wait til i get older..
nope buddy..it isn't like this..its because we use the same phrase again n again for u coz u have long yrs to see still..if u will give up now,what will u do to the rest of ur life?? this is not an end to ur world dear..many good opportunities including ur DREAM MAN must be waiting for u in ur life ahead..so don't loose down ur morale and hopes from now on..OK..SMILE NOW...
I don't know soniya.. i wish this is not true.. and hope this is just a piece of a movie imagination that people could talk about after watching it.
why do people always tell same phrase "you're still young".. young people is not entitled be to hurt or we'll be hurt more in future time, so be ready?
So Sad...He did not know about your feelings...that somebody have feelings for him....Maybe if he knows...hmmm.....Maybe both of you will be happier ever...
Only God knows...What will be happen....
So Sad...He did not know about your feelings...that somebody have feelings for him....Maybe if he knows...hmmm.....Maybe both of you will be happier ever...
Only God knows...What will be happen....
it's like sunshine after the rain..
Visper,ur story is almost similar to what we see in our HINDI movies..lol
Is it really true or u r just cooking up a story this time as well??lol
If its true, buddy-u r very young..u will get much better than him for sure..life is to move on..u can't regret or repent for what happened in the past..just be urself..think of ur career, ur present family and loved ones..if u would be sad,it will automatically affect the life of others who r related to u..CHEER UP..QL is always there for u honey..
i'm happy for him.
so when i'll be happy?
Chillax...
oops sorry Visper.
Moral of the story : "Never ever get a job in Hospital"
drmana, i hate that thread.. don't remind me again.. :(
hehe.. i just took it from my collegue here :P ....
Hmmmmmm
Yes Nachu, what to do? But that line is so appropriate.
Visper, rashidali seems still mislead by your April fool thread. Spare him.
no i'm not getting married!!!!!!!!!!!
who ever said i am going to get married will be the first name on my hitlist!!!!
sabey manoranjan hindi film bata aucha :)
If i am not mistaken you were getting married to some one from Doha ... isnt it?????
you were never been serious.. NEVER!!
Visper so am I
Maybe it was, maybe it wasn't :-P
i am so damn serious right now.. :(
WK: you mean your proposal to me wasn't serious?? Darn. I guess I don't need this dress now...
Not really
really? :(
Happened to me many times, I couldn't propose any girl I ever liked when I was in India so I make up for it by proposing every girl in Doha the moment I meet her. ATleast I won't have the what if feeling ever again.
i alwayz.. blieve... in it... I hav heard it in DIL TO PAGAL HAI
gudone, I heard that line in a bollywood film I think but its so true.
Someone somewhere is made 4 u.....!!!
Wish him luck and move on without the feelings of loss or regret.
so sad ..speak up when you really have a feeling .. you have nothing to lose
What is meant to be will be. Wish him all happiness and go on with your life. Your prince charming will come soon.