Living Alone
I have never been alone at my home an entire day. So when it dawned on me that i had to live in an empty house with no body to share the space with, it brought jitters to my body. And as it is, i hardly had any friends in Doha and no one i could call my own. The first few days were traumatising.
Since i had never experienced such a situation ever before in my 26 years of life, it was very difficult for me. I remember crying to myself to bed because i could not sleep. Every time i closed my eyes, wierd images formed in my mind and i was so scared it was impossible for me to sleep. I guess for about a month i could'nt sleep at night.
Call it insomnia call it my phobia, all i knew was i never in my entire life wanted to be so alone. Without a partner, without a parent...Life can get so cruel.
I still am very much scared. I still never enter my master bedroom, since its to the end of the house. However stupid it may sound, only the wearer knows how the shoe pinches! I try and make peace with myself every single day, its a battle i live with.
Trying to make my heart and my head undersatand that this loneliness is not forever and yet my heart eludes me every morning and every night. It is really difficult being so lonely, no one to take care of you, no one to tell you that everything is gonna be alright.
No matter how strong a woman pretends to be, at the end of the day she needs to be in someone's strong arms. And that's universal. I used to think that maybe some women dont need a man, all they need is power and money but that's so untrue.
I hope my wait my pain ends in the form of a man I've been waiting to meet all my life. I hope i do fulfill my destiny in search of which i have travelled continents. Ther's no greater gift for a woman than a loving man she can call her own.
it is better if i can get a chance to wipe your tears. please drop me a mail to me and then i will give my suggestions to you.
Focus buddy, life is tuf sometimes, however we need to get ahead.
Get a Hobby or If you have a car go for a drive around Doha, trust me you'll get sooo frustrated (Traffic)
once you get home saying (Home sweet home) ........ cheer up! dont be sad there's worse things than being alone.
i agree with doha estate... go out and run at aspire park or corniche... it happened to me when i just came here.. you just arrived, focus on yourself.. most of expats are all here for the same purpose, earn money. you will meet a partner on an unexpected time... but for now.. focus on yourself and pray for more strength to get through your loneliness... run and exercise will really help you.
so same feelings.i am over year here but still feeling alone and the hardest time is to enter house where nobody can share you(((u can contact me if you wish,just friendly chat,may we become friends
All i can say is, please bring back the PM option dear moderators/owners or Kafeels of this site ! :(
thank you
How do we know the OP is a real girl and not an over anxious and nasty male QLer on the look out to find something from some male QLers here to hit back when needed. I would be very very careful. Irony of QL... yep..but what to do.
@sulie: Door.... :P where is that option here in QL ? :P
hi beeboo
QL is not a Dating site neither a social media
You knocked the wrong door :O(
hi ... can we talk ... my FB bibo bebo - [email protected]
Greetings of the day although the day is passing by here right now at this hour, however you must believe me when i say that i have been here before but never felt the necessity to comm on anyone until now i read yours, felt the words familiar and feelings mutual here. thinking of which it reminds me of something i wrote similar to yours time ago and would be delighted to share same wiz you soon. in the meantime i wish you the best in the days to come while looking forward to communicate further.
:O(
Tears on my pillow
I can't really sleep without hugging my pillow, it's my best friend and mate :O)
Back to the topic
I don't think that living alone is that bad, in fact for me it is better
You can see whomever you want, but in the end of the day you have your own world, where nobody can put his/her nose.
Just put yourself together, you will be good
and believe me, living alone is better than being with some kind people
hi... just cool
Couldn't agree more with Humbles:)......'coz it's a mutual relationship when the man and the woman become a gift for each other, through proper understanding,acceptance and love.Good luck PP to find your man.
Better to keep yourself fit, rather than thinking all these, so just drive to Aspire zone & start doing some exercise
Man and woman , both are important for eachother.
I wept when I read this. I miss my Cuban shotputter :O(
Exactly that's fact some times women used to deny it.. " I used to think that maybe some women don't need a man, all they need is power and money but that's so untrue"
Any ways best of luck hope you will find one soon :)
There may be women who 's only purpose is too extract money but they 'll realize it later
that if you truly love somebody all his belongings too are for you ..... most of those types are materialistic ..... hope they learn this reality quickly .... Saturday, 23.11.2013, 05.49 hrs ...
PP, Since beginning of this year, it's first time I see a woman speaking from her heart that too with full honesty & fairness .... I congratulate you .... ! ............... Saturday, 23.11.2013, 05.33 hrs ...
Yes, u r right. Not matter how strong a woman pretends to be, at the end of the day she needs to be in someone's strong arms. So try to find a partner as early as possible and enjoy your life. Good Luck. Wish you the Best.
oh ... I'm so sorry about you ... I can understanding your feeling ... I hope to help you ... cuz I get the same pain before.
oh ... I'm so sorry about you ... I can understanding your feeling ... I hope to help you ... cuz I get the same pain before.