trust me it couldnt get any rougher than this.
the very first thing they teach you in aikido like in day one is how to break a guys arm in 3 diff locations in less then 2 sec.
their is a reason y they dont have fights in aikido.
if 100% of the moves contains lethal blows or like serious serious damage.
if you enjoy being hit and hurt aikido is the best place cz ull be hited so hard you will propably pass out a bit."happened to me".
plus we dont follow this being hit and then hit back. we follow avoid the hit and then kill em