may be this all sound stupid, but this is fact, im unable to handle the situation, i was very ambitious person before some time, now it seems there is no ambition in my life, i utilised my time, money, health etc, all for my family, but i think it was all useless, i stoped my eduation, to support my family, i never thought of myself, i always thought of them, even if i used to drink a coke, i used to save my money, coz i belong to amiddle class family