hee hee hee...u sounded frustrated at the end..
Anyway i had icked up this cream from carrefour once.. It was Dark & Lovely.... there are different ones - as in for Very curly hair - then there is one for wavy hair.... just check the strenght.. But i will agree... Doin it at home is horrible. Personally speaking i had burnt my hair.. then had to cut it all.... Now ive dnt the rebonding in the parlour from India.... Found out here as well... I will go to cute cut to inquire!!!! Good Luck!!!!