Sorry to hear about this. I know we can help only by words. Keep faith in Allah, for he is the all knowing and the best judge. He will not be unfair to you and he does whatever is right for us...

Your belief in this faith will take you out of the anxiety and sadness you are going through. Keep praying while we pray for you..

Insha Allah everything will be allright..

...You can't mean what you say unless you can say what you mean...