gypsy, my sister is the first born. she's 4 years older than me. there might have been many things that happened before that i dont know nor understand yet. and maybe my sister already can understand what was happening but the poor me is clueless. my sister said "what you dont know wont hurt you"... because of this i got the intuition that they are hiding so much more.

glecs, pardon me but i really cannot contain my enthusiasm to dig the story behind all these.