in my own terms,

is someone who got lost in the merriment and exagerations of the festivities, got maimed of the abbundance of the excesses of food and drinks and that...

and later awakend on the realization of knowing that much of the multitude were simply passing the night away, either in meek servings of whatever comes to the dining table or at worst going to sleep with an empty stomach...

an overwhelming realizations, that causes the poor soul to drift wayward from reality... finding itself at lost of the light, at lost of hope.

now, i could even express more of the guilt bereft of compassions... but, i must stop here for now.

thus, one extra lost soul, finding it's way back to nowhere.... :(