Sorry to inform you but even before i revert i wasn't a christian but a spiritist.
The best advise i can give you, airsupply, is, open your heart and let it overflow with love, open your heart to Allah, i 'm sure that if you do it Allah will show you how it feals good.

Ayman

Only God Can Judge Me
الله فقط يمكنه محاكمتي

I am you and you are me, if you love i love, if you suffer i suffer
أنا أنت, و أنت أنا, إذا أحببت نفسك أحببت نفسي, إذا عانيتَ عانيتُ