when you reach a higher plane of emotional awareness to the point that you lose track of how it started, because your brain can take so much at once. then the feeling becomes so prominent until you feel that you're tolerant to it. then you start having faith that this feeling is there, because it's been there for a long time. That's when you make room for other new feelings, and by the time they grow in you, you lose track of where you were with your old feelings. None of the new feelings or the old feelings make sense anymore. Just like this paragraph. :D