there is something missing in the story..this is what i think of it. You can't forget her because for the entire 6 years of your relationship she wasn't as bad as how the story portrays her to be.
There is something that happened in between that drove her to CHEAT you. You have a history of breaking -up and coming back together. There is a HUGE reason for that and it was not mentioned in your story. I'm thinking that you yourself has a history of INFIDELITY that drove her to that point.
When she told you she cheated you and broke-up with you, your male ego couldn't handle it :
"but I can't handle all this pain of distance or jealousy I have now specially that iam not the last man touched her"
and now you are here getting sympathy from strangers which is a very immature thing to do. You are giving mixed signals, you did mention "falling out of love" as a title but in one of your comments you said :
" Iam looking for a way to easy the pain and the distance and not to forget her"
which makes me think you are still intending to reconcille with her but she is very determined to move on with her life. I'm really believeing that the reason why you are in this situation is because of YOUR MISAKES:
"...I fail to make my love forgive me or wait for me"
I'm even wondering if she really cheated on you or did she decide to move on and meet someone else who can give her a better relationship than what you can offer her.
I agree with Flor1212, you recent post has revealed what you trully are. Your story might have twisted her image to most of the people who read your first story, but if they try to read your replies and other posts, they soon will realize that she is contrary to what your story implies. You have a long way to go to healing your broken heart or your broken ego. Most likely you will live your life regretting what you did to push her to leave you, you probably will not get over it too in your lifetime. I'm sorry but it's a fact and you do deserve your current situation.
there is something missing in the story..this is what i think of it. You can't forget her because for the entire 6 years of your relationship she wasn't as bad as how the story portrays her to be.
There is something that happened in between that drove her to CHEAT you. You have a history of breaking -up and coming back together. There is a HUGE reason for that and it was not mentioned in your story. I'm thinking that you yourself has a history of INFIDELITY that drove her to that point.
When she told you she cheated you and broke-up with you, your male ego couldn't handle it :
"but I can't handle all this pain of distance or jealousy I have now specially that iam not the last man touched her"
and now you are here getting sympathy from strangers which is a very immature thing to do. You are giving mixed signals, you did mention "falling out of love" as a title but in one of your comments you said :
" Iam looking for a way to easy the pain and the distance and not to forget her"
which makes me think you are still intending to reconcille with her but she is very determined to move on with her life. I'm really believeing that the reason why you are in this situation is because of YOUR MISAKES:
"...I fail to make my love forgive me or wait for me"
I'm even wondering if she really cheated on you or did she decide to move on and meet someone else who can give her a better relationship than what you can offer her.
I agree with Flor1212, you recent post has revealed what you trully are. Your story might have twisted her image to most of the people who read your first story, but if they try to read your replies and other posts, they soon will realize that she is contrary to what your story implies. You have a long way to go to healing your broken heart or your broken ego. Most likely you will live your life regretting what you did to push her to leave you, you probably will not get over it too in your lifetime. I'm sorry but it's a fact and you do deserve your current situation.