why i can't sleep?..

i know it, and i love driving, specially when i feel blue... it makes me relaxed and calm... not in Qatar thought.. lol... here they can drive you crazy..i like to drive to my friend's cottage, which is 140 km from Toronto on Simcoe lake.. wow, it's damn beautiful!!!

a dog?

you mean somebody that can say WOOF WOOF :D

my cats keep me company when I am upset about something. Its hard to be depressed with an adorable animal around. Of course, there is depressed, and then there is DEPRESSED.

Try going out to a pool and laying in the sun, it can really help.

you think so?...can a dog be qualified as "someone"

hmmmm, so sad, last night, i told that to a friend, and all we did was waste car gas having this long drive...it helps though...

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you shouldn't be alone, no matter how much you want to. Even if you sit grumpy and silent next to a friend, it will be better to know that someone is there even without words.

im not into going out mood nor like going out for that matter...i prefer goin to the beach (and drown myself, j/k), be alone...(for a while)...just have to think more..afterwards (hopefully soon)..i'll be back on my feet...just have to the same old routines (kind of tiring already)..

thanks though...appreciate all of your words here...QL keeps my sanity (at least)..

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Sad stories. :(. I hope we forget them & start a clean page.

Without marriage, never let a man sleep with you, hold your hands, look at you, smell you, smile at you. You are pearls, very expensive pearls.

If you let a man touch you, or if a man forced you to do that without marriage, you can be a pearl again by stopping, feeling sorry for what happened, promising not to do that again, & giving the people's rights if applicable.

Interacial marriages might not happen. They might only want to have sex while being in Qatar. Sleep has stages. To be fully asleep, you need to go through stages to reach the final stage of sleep.

Some people take more times than others to reach the final stage of sleep.

It not necessary that you have already been on the other side.... but one day you definitely will.. one day one guy will fall in love with you, and you will like him at the beginning, but then you will realize that you have no feelings towards him, and you will leave him, and he is the one who will get hurt, and he is the one who won’t be able to sleep, and he will cry, and he will think about killing himself.. but what you can do? You just don’t like him anymore…this is a life...

... so try to go out tonight.. put on your best outfit, put on your best make up..put your best smile on your face... and go to have couple of drinks in Paloma...if you have close friends, it's better if you stay at their house tonight.. tomorrow you will feel better...

Just because one person is a cheater, it does not mean that the other cheated!

If a guy did cheat on you, then he doesn't even come close to deserve you. Think of it this way, now you are free to be with someone who will treat you right. Be strong and you will pull through.

qatarisun...hmmmmm good point...so since im on low side, does it mean, that i WAS on the other way before (the one cheating and lying stuff?)...hmmmm.....hmmmm....

just don't want to relive the pain over and over and over again...but guess, that's life huh?...

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i don't think any girl would be ready to commit suicide because of another girl... it is definitely a man. OWEN! Send all of them to hell! Don't you know they r all cheating (sooner or later), they r all lying, they r all playing, they r all betraying.…

HOWEVER GIRLS DO THE SAME!

Once you are the one who is cheating, next time you get cheated.. once you are the one who is lying, next time you they lie to you… this is life, baby… today is your turn to get betrayed… tomorrow you will be up….

Trust me it’s not worth to commit suicide, specially because of man… lol… It will be another dozen of them on your way…unfortunately, you don’t have dozen lives …so save it for YOURSELF baby, and enjoy it!

ok check it then. read the last comment

http://www.qatarliving.com/node/27767

nope sorry, i think i miss that one...

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Did you read what I wrote yesterday in richard123 topic about lost in paris?

I know baby. You hardly slept 3 hours. Baby I will not give up on you. Also no way to scrap the adoption papers. The point is my hurt is broken and my feelings are confused coz of what you have been into.

But at least dad deserves a very very tiny smile from you.

all up to you if you will stop talking to me (or even scrap that adoption papers)...as i can't promise that smile (so fair enough)...did not sleep that much, not even goin to work...im a complete mess...

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Good morning my sweet daughter.

Hope you are feeling better today. I am sure and confident that you will overcome the current bitterness you are having and the sorrow you are suffering.

But you are a faithful and cheerful young baby.

Yalla baby think about doing something over the weekend. Remember today is Thursday. Life will continue.

Will not talk to you until I receive here a nice smile :)

Big hug from dad

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see, i barely sleep...life really sucks!..big time..

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WIll sign off now....have to wake up at 07:00 am, don't know how!!

Was it a girl who betrayed your trust? Cause that has happened to me and it was really hard.

Don't blame yourself, this person has something wrong with them if they are hurting others. Try not to take it personally, this person probably does this to everyone in their life.

If you can't sleep, at least try to enjoy the cool night...maybe go for a stroll?

thanks jasskat...i only have now QL..that's why im staying here that late....im still convincing myself that it'll pass...ive gone to this situation before...so more likely, i know how to deal with it...just have to deal again with the pain (and that is pretty hard)..

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Owen,

I'm so sorry that someone has hurt you. honestly it just really sucks.

If it was a friend that did it to you, as much as anyone will tell you just to get over it and they were never really you friend it much hard said than done.

Hopefully you have friends that will support you and be there for you, that really is the best medicine...true friends can help you get through anything!

If you can, go treat yourself to a manicure and a massage :)

my eyes are closing, I have to go to bed. I will elaborate tomorrow. Good night to you and all good QLrs :)

May the roof above us never fall in, and may the friends below never fall out!

1. Are you just and fair to people? i am, they are not..

2. Did you realise that worrying and being stressed does not solve your problems? yes, long ago....but still keeps coming back like a flu...

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i am on the bidda park side where i am watching people for no reason playing with their kids. just 4 families are left. when i see kids it reminds me of my days when i was a kid in Qatar. Want to spend my last month in qatar enjoying before i leave qatar for good

dont know whether it is high tide or low tide

only two thinks I would like to tell you!

1. Are you just and fair to people?

2. Did you realise that worrying and being stressed does not solve your problems?

If the answer to these questions is yes, then you should sleep within two minutes after you go to bed. Most people find difficult to combat the second point. Try to train and convince your self, that stress will only add additional problems to the existing ones. Never helps. It's difficult to achieve, but when you manage it works! believe me.

May the roof above us never fall in, and may the friends below never fall out!

is it high tide?

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im really close to dragging apple and dad kelly here to corniche, and watch me commit this bad deed...

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Someone is in the corniche!

lucky you.. though the weather is crazy... Are you too? :-P

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It's ok.. you'll sleep eventually.. you can't be awake forever you know..

I feel for you honey! Don't let them get into you.. welll, TRY!

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see you on the corniche. I am already there and my laptop battery will die in 5 min

Just kidding here, baby! was trying to chill you, anyway dont think too much of that. soon it will be fine w/ you, it really just hurts in the beginning. You need to go to sleep, you still have works today. Take care of your health and job. Never mind those people who tried to hurt you, I bet they wont even dare to care for you when you get sick and lost you job. Think about it!

I hope you read my first response I sent you above.

All is blurry now, but it will clear out like the clear skies on a shiny day.

"Love is not a mere sentiment. It is the ultimate truth that lies at the heart of creation."

Rabindranath Tagore

hmmmm walk on corniche? better stay out from that place, or i might commit suicide...is it hight tide now?

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i prefer spirit. I dont want acid. already too much acidity

I am haunted by my past, ashamed of my present and afraid about my future

wish i could feel the same as your user name...

thank you...but still trying to analyze things, what went wrong? or why?...or faith just playing tricks on me as usual...it'll pass...

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Owen, do you want to go on walking at corniche?:D

Don't lost hope my dear, but if you feel there's no more hope for you, then try marlboro. Have you tried marlboro light-green?

All will be well. Time and your strength will help you out.

"Love is not a mere sentiment. It is the ultimate truth that lies at the heart of creation."

Rabindranath Tagore

i am dropping my teddy bear...along with my hopes...really bitter...and didn't i told you that i can't sleep...

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Good night all! it was fun chatting w/ you guys:))

Take care everybody...

It wont make you sleep either.

Try battery water, it will knock you down in a minute:))(jok)

Guess owen went to sleep

yalla good night buddy. tomorrow is another day :)

I have adopted owen as single dad :P

how??? when???

who's the mommy?

LOL

you name it ;)

one man showwwwww????? what is that perfume?

no no no, i dont want one man show! i want chanel allure!:D

you are angering dad. and dad is hurt coz his lovely daughter is hurting herself.

I thought bitter owen would be like that for hours even minutes and not more than that.

Am confident you will overcome what you have been thru. don't turn dad down

some vodka to get drunk and to go to sleep

Your teady bear is missing, maybe she sleep and cant wait for you?

ehee heee, i think you need darude to shoot the person who betrayed you...

In our everyday life, problems is always there. But upto you how you deal and handle w/ it.

I always tell myself...

"Dont worry about your problems BUT...let the problems worry you"!

so I will be glad to be ur gate pass :D

usually at paloma they have a one man show or a duo

joyful volta is out...bitter owen will resurface...just got to be like that for days, weeks, months or who knows...

i already bang my head on the wall, doesn't work...i have to ask someone to fix the hole that i just made..

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I dont want to go there on ladies night, i want to go on gents night:)))

is there a group band at paloma? or just purely bar?

Time heals. You certainly feel now as if your heart is massively bleeding, your steps are so heavy and your mind is somewhere else. Difference is that physical pain is much lighter and curable, but the surprise and unexpected stab in so unbelievably heavy on the heart and our poor bodies.

No one can carry the load for you. It scares the heart for a while, even though you are still socializing and smiling. Only dear friends can distract you and help you pass time without thinking much about it.

It'll stop and will heal faster, only with a little bit of determination on your part to move on and get over it.

Very soon you will notice that hands of time wont stop, children still laugh and there are hearts praying for you..:))

Be stronger....May all work out for you.

"Love is not a mere sentiment. It is the ultimate truth that lies at the heart of creation."

Rabindranath Tagore

you should find out and take me as a "gate pass" :D

When is the gents night, kellyheroes?

baby do you think that you are hurt more than dad, today I missed ladies night at paloma :(

You see the wall of your room? bang your head, i bet you'll have a good sleep!:D

What happen to joyful volta these days?

thinking too much does not help. read a novel or the holly book or go rest in ur ed and think of how on earth there would be some crazy guys wake up at 3 in the morning to go fishing :D

yalla baby go sleep. life is beautiful and there are good things around ad good friends to talk to and share the good and bad momements and you will always find the suitable shoulder to lean on always there will be somebody to take care of you.

and mot important, there is daddy wo is looking for fried ice cream for his lovely daughter.

may the angels be around you and protect you baby and bring happiness to you.

just when im ready to forget my past..and to move on, to look ahead...these things happen...maybe faith doesn't permit me to move on...maybe i was a bad girl before...that's why this is happening..

apple, much as i wanted to force in my head "kalli walli"...hurt's like a stab in my heart..

my body wants to rest, but mind and heart couldn't

I understand how you feel, I just had the same feelings as yours:) it really hurts when someone you count as a true friend and later find out, she's betraying you and talking negative against you!

But just like people say "Kalli Walli" them:P

Now, go back to sleep and hug your pillow!

my daughter. what is past has past. just throw things behind you and look ahead. Keep walking and if you have problem with that then use johny walker.

you should not feel hurt. and whoever hurts you does not deserve you. and that person is the looser and you are the winner.

i can't sleep...im thinking too much the past days...now it got worse..and maybe i will die being like so..(too morbid, right?)..just hoping that it'll past..as like before...it'll past..

my lovely daughter, you made me worry about you.

yalla go sleep baby. tomorrow is another day. live with your hopes. smile and be optimistic.

Good night

Don't worry in September, I will be in the Philippines getting away from Qatar and my Job for 30 days.

Maybe I could meet you over there....

Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery

None but ourselves can free our minds..

same here, someone close to me betrayed (i know strong word) the trust that i almost gave...tearfully hurt..

someone betrayed my trust:)))

soon red pope...really soon..

Then GO HOME!

Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery

None but ourselves can free our minds..