heavy heart
im feeling so odd. this should ba a happy day for me, its EID!!! im on a long break from the office. but im stuck in my bored-room, feeling all gloomy, wasted, heavy hearted, sad, sad, sad.... i dont wanna mope around.. i feel like a time bomb waiting to explode,., well is it because im loosing it? loosing my mind and my heart. why cant i get it to my head that you'll never get both of ur hands full, i mean one hand must always be empty. i never learned to accept what my mother always tells me, that god has placed the brains higher than the heart, so whatever the heart feels/says-our brains has to "digest" it first thing!!! at 26, i had my fair share of head aches and heart aches, and todday morning i just woke up feeling all this sadness around me... my heart keeps on beating heavily!!! when i talk to a friend, who really isnt a friend - feel a knife is being stucked deeper and deeper into my heart, all tears for nothing! ofcourse everyone will say, dont cry. but do they really know how i feel?!? i bet this day wont be over if i dont get involved in a very bad argument with someone... im full of bad vibes... my negative energy is overflowing, i have to let it out somehow... but QL is all i got.
What can I say, I dont even have to fight to win, I am THAT good :P
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LoL at jassKat
I saw him come online for a second, but I think da ran away in fear...cannot handle two girls beating him :P
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a bit, but u know i wanna go out and talk to people...yes lets make darude crazy
lets go out for coffee nowwwwwwwwwwww.. im bored.. im actually sittin by the window thinking of jumping hahahah
OK, well its the winter blues where I am at the moment!
Rainbow: feeling any better? We need to get Darue here and gang up on him :D
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so bajesus - whats up with u? im downloading the song now
something mus tbe in the air....or its the winter blues...
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now let me find that one,.. dont be sad ok..
I guess retail therapy just doesn't cut it for me anymore.
Another good one I listen to when Im down is Donny Hathaway's "A song for you"
bajesus - come on dont be sad now....
*sigh*
omg! u know i have a song of glady knight and the pips on my fone... but another song its called neither one of us
I thought it was just me. You feelings mirror my own. In the words of Gladys Knight and the Pips:
"Yesterday is dead and gone,
and tomorrow's out of sight,
And it's sad to be alone,
Help me make it through the night"
wallah? ur bored also huh!
Rainbow, I am dumping it :D
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jasskat are u putting petrol in the fire???? LoL!!
Rainbow, fight with the person who poster that makes you feel guilty for being sad!!!
:D
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Yup Rainbow. You could have asked something better. By jove your prayers were heard so soon.
where? who???
you??? LoL
Ohh Rainbow, maybe you found a person to fight with?? :P
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oh i dont wana go on a guilt trip please
take a deep breath then think about how fortunate you are compare to poor people in the street who doesn't have shelter. the important thing is that we are alive and we are breathing according to Maharaji. put his name in you tube then you'll see how marvellous life is.
"People who are ungrateful, will never be grateful
not the ostrich.... i dont want to be pecked here and there.. LoL
victim victim.. come out come out wherever u are... yu-hoo..!!! thanks for making me feel better.... thank you thank you!
If you saw the other thread, there is a fighting ostrich out there you could take on :D
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Atta girl !! That's the spirit. Now you have to look for volunteers. Some innocent victim.
yes this is wht ive been thinking!!! i have to go and fight with someone... but who i dunno, but i have to be trigerred, its not just like that... better get myself stucked in traffic in doha..
Try doing a really strenuous workout, it will really boost your mood when you are done! The hard part it getting out to do it when you feel down...
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Why don't you get into a fight with someone, anyone. (Don't pick me, I am not in the right mood). Just typing a few curse words will make you feel soooo good. Just let it out.
saddavi, how did my mother got involved in the thread??
whos drunk u or me???
Mom_me, just done that 2 days back... hahaha...
and I'd have come and taken you, ATM or not...and please, send me your new number...that way we can keep in touch!
believe me, even in if i wanna cry, ive run out of tears... there is something really wrong with me, i cant cry anymore... ive even run out of emotions... i think...
and how come u dono whos ur mother?
scarlett ur suggestion abt hanging out with kids is really great they r so innocent and cute.
jass-- no one can argue abt ur advice u r scientist i suppose lol
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ive changed my number uhhmm, im not sure if u got the old one... i'll pm u the new one... yes! i missed the zubara trip.. due to the loss of my atm card... stucked in a machine in some petrol stn, i told owen that i felt shy to go without bringing anything...
When I feel sad I head for the 'beauty parlour'.
Go treat yourself with something nice, and watch a good movie and have a good cry. Sometimes just crying really makes you feel better.
Hope your day picks up.
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whos my mother?
have an idea next time you get that way..head to the Corniche..see if you can play with some of the babies there..baby smiles are contagious and soon you will be feeling much better..
Hey...missed you the other day at Zubara..tried to call you that morning but your cell phone wasn't picking up...what happened??
I meant me Rainbow. I am thinking and praying for your peace of heart and mind.
and probably this person is ur mother
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and who ever that person is.. uhmm the one thats thinking abt me.. better tell him/her to stop!!! im bothered!! waaaahaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
im losing it, yallah gotta jump out of the window now, but i'll throw out the matress first so that when i fall off the ground it wont hurt... hahaha
thanks mom_me
Hi Rainbow !!! (Hugs). If it is more than a mood swing I will pray for you. All I can say to you is there is somebody out there thinking and praying for you and you are not alone.
shoo??? enta majnoon? what if they run after me? uhhmm, i think its ok coz, my mobile number is not registered on my name... mwahahahaha
jst dail 999 and start abusing them, they never minds
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Alexa, being a big time SHOPAHOLIC - i only enhoy the moment and like after an hour reaching home anf looking at all i bought... but after that im on the same roundabout... everybody is tellin me, take my car and just go for a drive... i do it, but the feeling remains the same, i just got back from a drive... im incomplete... and what would make me whole is the biggest question...
better u keep urself very much busy with some work and also try to be with the people whom u trust or with u feel everything easy,
or else u can play some sports,
BUT NEVER BE ALONE ,otherwise it will be a big and big problem,
take care
I was sorry to read that you're feeling a bit down today but I hope, by now, the black cloud has passed over and you are feeling back to your usual bubbly, lively and happy self.
People with your personality rarely stay 'low' for long. You are definitely a 'bouncer back up' type of gal!
Hugs (and keep that chin up before it doubles and stays that way when the wind changes!!!) ;P
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just give yourself time to grieve..cry out loud to squeeze all the pain in your heart..then after that, sort things out...learn to accept things happens for some reasons...then move on with smile and confidence.
yeah i know..its easier said than done
just my 2 cents RS....
read "feel the fear and do it anyway" by susan jeffers
Do something nice for someone else. It will take the focus off you and make you feel better as well.
There is no female Battle the loneliness......
talk to a friend..
我听见 我忘记; 我看见 我记住; 我做 我了解。
You can't understand until you walk a mile in someone else's shoes.