Random Thoughts...

FS....I started asking myself as I read this post..is it your poet..or did you just borrow it as it macthes the situation..

Let me tell..they are very expressive and only true feelings can generate such words and remember such moments...

I am out of words in such occassions but please accept my condolences..

you are more then that you are a SISTER.deeply saddened to read about your brother's death.I know how difficult must be for you and your family.you are in my thoughts and prayers.May God bless you and your family in this time and always.take care.

FS....i feel the same for u even though the situation is different.

Just like you, my eldest and one and only brother have always been my motivation and role model and i always look up to him as im the youngest and my three other siblings are all females.

There was this day where we received a mail from him just shortly after the passing of my dad 24 years ago telling us that he do not want to have any contact or connection whatsoever with the rest of the family.

Till this very day, no one in my family have been able to locate him nor his family. His disappearance affected me very badly intially that i had to seek psychiatric help but as days n years go by, i would now just hope that he will someday return and make our family complete.

If this matter has affected me so badly, can you ever imagine how much my aged mother who gave birth to him, brought him up and gave life to him feels everytime someone mentions his name or at the thought of him? Although she keeps her emotions well and to herself, my other 3 sisters and myself knows how much she long to see and have him back in her arms again before she closes her eyes for good.

Although it hurts and im at times very angry for what he have done, we still pray and hope that he is well and will come back someday soon before it's too late.

Missing him terribly :(

Formatted Soul...I wasn't expecting it...I am very sorry for your loss.

thank you all...

24th of this month is his 1st death anniversary...I just cant believe that i passed 1 yr without seeing or hearing him...

just a month before he left..when he bought a new mobile he recorded one of his comversation with his lil daughter..he forwarded it to me as a test voice file...i didnt delte it....I still have it in my pc and I hear it whenever i miss him...its like hearing him over the phone..

Its not about I missing him...its more about he had a long life to live...it was unexpected... a cardiac arrest...

yeah i guess ur a poet....but damn good poetry its make everyone cry...r u crying??

I am sure he is very happy wherever he has gone. Very touching poem. ((((*hugs*))))

Very True feelings for a departed brother!

Excellent job!!

its really a good one. not only for a brother this is all about. it pertains to ur loved ones.

u made me more lonely now :-(

keep iy up... its really cool!

Very touching, FS.

Life is short, people. Tell your loved ones how much you love them.

FS - Sorry

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Listen to Many..Speak to a few.

Really nice poem, I wish I had a brother.. nor a sister coz i'm the only child.

you just made me cry, FS...

same thing happen to me...now I miss him even more...his bday is soon to come...=(

Mitzzyy Mitz '09

You made me cry

My most sincere and heartfelt condolences

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it's really touching..

i miss my brother tooo...

live and let live

Thanks smoke...solidsnake

Yea I am ok...just wanted to vent some feelings.....

nicely done FS... now, you're a poet..

awwww i've always wanted a younger brother :( someone i could always blame for my sins.

Nice poem though :) are u ok?

Good Fortune always comes knocking at your door...when you are sh*tting in the toilet!! :)

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