DRIFTING AWAY
"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those days of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
oh its okay qatarisun..dont be sad (coz im not)..
if "too bright" means "you" ? - then i'd rather not be one. quite disappointing actually.. =)
"Don't lift your own chair...let others do it for you."
too sad, you are also not too bright...
market value?? what market value?
the bed thang? lol.
no its not guys im talking about.
qatarisun adviced u to get into bed with with the girls who (not which) u were drinking with and u got pissed coz with that remark. so i said "uh oh"..because her sarcastic advice is true.
yeah..LOL
"throw a stone at me, ill throw a bread back atcha!
....hmm, easier said than done."
Thank you Arien - ur totally right about that=)
i believe il have my day under the sun..it will come=)
"I don't say I'm better than anybody else, but I'll be damned if I ain't just as good.."
click..all those are not permanent are not worthy and leaves you alone ned of the day... get a good partner for life..let the drink be with him/her..he/she will be by yourside always .. you will never hit your pillow alone.. keeps you warm and cheerful.
Good luck.
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well qatarisun i must say - ur daym lucky!
oh, but dont be too sure about it, u might eat your own words someday =) im sure it wont be that tasty.
"I don't say I'm better than anybody else, but I'll be damned if I ain't just as good.."
clikc, i could NEVER be in your situation!:)
hi seny0rita =) u got me laughin! but please dont ruin your market value for someone who's not even worth it.. =)
im online, send it "por pabor" =)
"I don't say I'm better than anybody else, but I'll be damned if I ain't just as good.."
we all get hurt at some point in our lives..you know the rips-your-heart-kind-of-hurt? its not about being strong or not but knowing when to stop..i cry over things for days.i write them just to somehow get it out of my system..and sometimes i feel like sharing it to people who doesnt even know me...its not about dwelling on it but its about being hurt..that when it hits you..it weakens you no matter how strong you are...
"I don't say I'm better than anybody else, but I'll be damned if I ain't just as good.."
to click. uh oh, gurl..im guilty. ive actually thought of that getting into bed thang. not out of desperation though. hahaha!
are u still on line? ill send it to u now. :)
"para mi amor esta loca"
i m so happy to know that u ahve th ewill to recover...
every one faces a lot of problmes in life...but not every ones as strong as you.....
next time i m sad...i will get in touch with u ....
all i ahve to say is that...go tot the beach during the sunrise and take a dip...n promise to be happy..n make this worls a better place for ur self ...and you parents who love u the most...
"the answer is simple..
Take a stronger drink and perhaps a few happy pills." - im on the stronger drink now..il hit the pills later on ;)
"...and get couple of your girlfriends which you were drinking a chardonnay with, into bed with you..." - well im not that desperate..i just shared my thoughts and yes im hurting but it doesnt mean i'd dwell on it for too long...well i guess id presumed u'd do what u have just suggested qatarisun if u happen to be in my situation..poor thang.
"I don't say I'm better than anybody else, but I'll be damned if I ain't just as good.."
sure seny0rita post 'em up. gracias! =)
"I don't say I'm better than anybody else, but I'll be damned if I ain't just as good.."
i was in a similar situation as she is now, and yes..like u, i figured a simpler answer.
stronger drink happy pills!
HENESSY and XANAX got me through.
(just a little insert, nothing to do with it..ure white im not black :P) dave chapelle: "white people, when they got their problems they have things like therapy..we blacks, we have alcohol and drugs."
i have a blog entry similar to the one u posted. i think mine's nice enough to share..if u want i could send it to u here :)
"para mi amor esta loca"
sh*t happens.. its not the end of the world.. move on.. go out.. grow up..
"sacrifice is giving up something good for something better"
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You can't teach experience...
...and get couple of your girlfriends which you were drinking a chardonnay with, into bed with you...
u have some issues..
the answer is simple..
Take a stronger drink and perhaps a few happy pills.
but at times I wish we have the strength to take that very first step to move ahead! Anyways I wish you and myself best of luck for that very first step!