Control and manage fights. it is very addictive, even more than hash, gives a false impression of being powerful. Works out good for some one who cann't impress with positive thinking and knows can never make it big in life. Hope when I look back i will never feel the regret that i wasted my life for pitty little things and i should have used it more sensibly. But what the heck, i like this role of mentally disturbed psycho, at least I believe myself psychos always win, they never loose. Or is it a false pretense or gratification that a cat gets while drinking milk.