have you ever thought that in a way to help you out of your lonliness, you can share yourself with others? Explanation...Find a group less fortunate than you, maybe children, families, etc..share time with the children, take meals to the families, spend time with someone that is less fortunate than you in all different ways..perhaps not just financial. If you give of yourself, you'll find you have less time to think about what is wrong with your life, look at the more positive side of things and your outlook might be better. Best of wishes...hope you have a wonderful weekend!