well. i was thought that sex is a sin also. and i was still thinking it is like that till im 18-19. can say just got rid of that idea or feeling:)

and whenever i was doing something 'bad' i was feeling bad and i m a sinner (not for only sex). and maybe bec of some other things happening in my country, sex was not so innocent for me. cuz a girl i really like wud never have sex with me or wud hardly do that. so i was going for the bad ones:) and it wasnt making me feel good. maybe bec i got older and i started dating with older ones it was ok for the last times..

i dont like blaming others or findinng excuses for something going on bad for me. but when u r young u cant be aware of everything. and i believe these stupid thoughts and teachings effect u bad. and i can really say wish i wasnt born in my country..