I salute you for that and I admire you as well. Remember Joseph in the bible he ran away when the Pharoah's wife wants to have some fun with him?
It's courageous..
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You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
Albert Camus