it is better for you and him to leave each other bec it seems there is different way of thinking. he is thinking to make a family with you because he loves you but you still not ready for that not bec u r not ready but bec your thinking is different.

have you asked your self if he has to wait you till you become ready. when yo will be ready? sure you don't know.

because your thinking if you get married you will get older and less free and thats  wat you dont