Nobody will choose anything  from this....

But..... better to have love at least for a short time, than not to have at all...( I mean the second)  it's worth everything.. even sharing, unslept nights, waiting, expecting, tears, crazy moments together...

But life put me or myself... in situation 2.... so I understand it very good and what to do... I don't know..

to leave???- I cannot...

to stay for always?- Impossible

And I'm now staying.. for how long... life will show...

Maybe, it will be possible???? 

But the best answer is :

Better not to have 2 in the same time ...