it's nice reading the thread from u guys. most of them are brutally frank but its the reality. someone's asking if my man is married, no. he is single.
it hurts though, somebody said that it's possible that the only reason this man is still with me is because he get what he desires.
this man is different from other arabs, i just don't know how to explain to you guys. our relationship does not only revolve with money and sex (sorry for the term).
this relationship that we have is NOT a "CLICHE". I know most of u are thinking that the reason why im stuck with him is because of money or material things. No, not like this. Im aware also that we Filipinas are known to be gold-diggers. I'm sorry, there could be some but not all.

This local man is just an ordinary man. He's not a rich and famous qatari (everyone thinks that way when they hear the word "QATARI").

Well, I think being matured and old is not enough when it comes to this kind of situation.

Isn't it funny if I will ask him "will you marry me?"

Or it could be this way also, I cant ask anything like where this relationship would go because I'm just scared of the answer that I would get.

There was a time already when his mother is askinh him to marry a local lady but he refused bec he doesn't like her. He's 29 now.

I don't know where this craziness is leading us.
so sad. I feel like crying again... I'm such a cry baby, such a loser.

Pls feel free to say anything, i wont take it personally.

Thanks.