Trust me you are not a loser. You are a bit discombobulated about what true love is. And believe me I don't think the people on this form think you are a gold digger or you are with this man for money. As a matter of fact I am willing to bet that there are millions and millions of young girls and women in you position right now. I know cause I used to be one of them. My only point is is that he is there for the sex and companionship. I am basing this on the words that you posted in this forum. If he can get what he can get from you with out marrying you then he will until his parents and he decide it is time for him to marry. And to "heck" with what people say about filipina women being gold diggers, White, black, chinese, latino, arab all kinds of women are gold diggers and there are all kinds of men like the one you have. So don't worry about such things. Just work on getting your heart right with you and God. I know it will hurt you more than it will hurt him when you eventually break up. But honey you are young and time will heal the wounds that you will have. Also I wanted to tell you that I posted a question on this forum once and and I got a lot of support. I was recently married and I also converted to muslim. I had doubts about my marriage to a muslim man after the fact and turned to he internet for advice and I saw so many negative things about being a muslim and having a muslim husband. Lucky for me that I found this forum because for the most part the people here gave positive and constructive advice. So take what you are learning for the people on this forum and make a decision on where you want to go with this relationship.
Trust me you are not a loser. You are a bit discombobulated about what true love is. And believe me I don't think the people on this form think you are a gold digger or you are with this man for money. As a matter of fact I am willing to bet that there are millions and millions of young girls and women in you position right now. I know cause I used to be one of them. My only point is is that he is there for the sex and companionship. I am basing this on the words that you posted in this forum. If he can get what he can get from you with out marrying you then he will until his parents and he decide it is time for him to marry. And to "heck" with what people say about filipina women being gold diggers, White, black, chinese, latino, arab all kinds of women are gold diggers and there are all kinds of men like the one you have. So don't worry about such things. Just work on getting your heart right with you and God. I know it will hurt you more than it will hurt him when you eventually break up. But honey you are young and time will heal the wounds that you will have. Also I wanted to tell you that I posted a question on this forum once and and I got a lot of support. I was recently married and I also converted to muslim. I had doubts about my marriage to a muslim man after the fact and turned to he internet for advice and I saw so many negative things about being a muslim and having a muslim husband. Lucky for me that I found this forum because for the most part the people here gave positive and constructive advice. So take what you are learning for the people on this forum and make a decision on where you want to go with this relationship.
Good luck arabia