Alexa am with u, and know exactly what u mean. I have had problems with my previous pregnancies and drove me to have miscarriages.. twice.. so its a blessing, and am thankful for it.

I am just trying to balance everthing, and take advantage that we are in a place like qatar where u can find goood jobs and good salaries, descent ones at least. In lebanon, our country, thre is nothing like that, so its about making a balance with everything.

I got all ur answers, and made me think more and more.. i have this friend who maybe i can leave my kid with until he is bigger.. i am just analyzing at the moment, and when time comes, i will know what to do.. but at this stage.. i would love to stay with my coming son..!