QP: Best advice i can give you is, Life carries on, and yes i had a similar situation fron an aunt and a cousine that i loved very much was forbidden from socializing with me.

Only God Can Judge Me
الله فقط يمكنه محاكمتي

I am you and you are me, if you love i love, if you suffer i suffer
أنا أنت, و أنت أنا, إذا أحببت نفسك أحببت نفسي, إذا عانيتَ عانيتُ