hey guys thanks for all help.
1:i do have a lots of friends.
2:i have a family to take care of.
3:shooting is not my type of hubbies.
4: i also have a loooots of things to do.

my post was not about what can i do? i was only confessing my guilt that i didt get to do a thing because there are a whole lots of things to be done doing my day.

qs. i do work 24/ 7 at home. got a lil boy and grown up man to take care of ;-)
cheeers
fefee

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