the love you are feelin' right now is because of your togetherness with your "someone", i've been to that relationship before, my dear friend, and it did a remarkable part in my life, please do not pursue, please. Ms. beautiful & bubbly is right, you are focusing on the missing 10%.

"Sometime in life we are all looking for the missing 10% .. life is never perfect and there's no such thing as 100% .. Most of all, we are far from perfect too !!

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. But 
faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have. But I'm not just talking about marriage. I'm talking about life! 
" taken from an e-mail The Missing 10%

PM me and I'll tell you what happened to my career & family when I entered in that relationship & what blessings I received as I leave that relationship and give more focus on my family.