I can relate to this. My daughter's birthday is few days from now and all I can do is call her, greet her and send money for her party. It's sad that I'm not there but right now, I just can't go back there and I can't bring them here, not yet.

I just look forward to the day that I can bring them here. That is my motivation. But then, it's easier said than done.
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Everything happens for a
reason.