I'm not soliciting even a single pity here...I had more than enough!You are entitled to your own opinion but don't make me look like I am the villain here.Did you reach your verdict because my husband was doing this and that? What would you say If I"d say I did the same thing?Or maybe more than what he did considering that I am a woman??? And I did everything without being loved??? During his 4 years tour of duty I never did anything but wait...wait for nothing...not a single phone call on our free military line...sometimes a text message would come in a span of a month.Where do you think did I get my energy??? He's busy..just too busy for work and further studies. I'm not a mechanical device but for simile's sake you can compare me to such. But even a machine needs a power/fuel to function.What then a woman takes to do everything within her power to make ends meet? I am not complaining but during those times I realized that I have the whole world on top of my head but I have no one to tell me ..."hey crazy lady you are doing great"..."just carry on everything is worthwhile"...Yes perhaps you would say I have my children as my inspiration..yes they are...I get appreciated by them...by everyone but I don't get it from the very person I expected to get it from....MY HUSBAND ..whom I chose to love and pledge to love all the days of my life...
Thanks for your condemnation... It would somehow fuel the feeling I had been feeling all my life...unimportant,unloved,forlorn, deserted, taken for granted,rejected.Are you happy now?????
Ahh...ouch...why has the world gone so cruel??????
I'm not soliciting even a single pity here...I had more than enough!You are entitled to your own opinion but don't make me look like I am the villain here.Did you reach your verdict because my husband was doing this and that? What would you say If I"d say I did the same thing?Or maybe more than what he did considering that I am a woman??? And I did everything without being loved??? During his 4 years tour of duty I never did anything but wait...wait for nothing...not a single phone call on our free military line...sometimes a text message would come in a span of a month.Where do you think did I get my energy??? He's busy..just too busy for work and further studies. I'm not a mechanical device but for simile's sake you can compare me to such. But even a machine needs a power/fuel to function.What then a woman takes to do everything within her power to make ends meet? I am not complaining but during those times I realized that I have the whole world on top of my head but I have no one to tell me ..."hey crazy lady you are doing great"..."just carry on everything is worthwhile"...Yes perhaps you would say I have my children as my inspiration..yes they are...I get appreciated by them...by everyone but I don't get it from the very person I expected to get it from....MY HUSBAND ..whom I chose to love and pledge to love all the days of my life...
Thanks for your condemnation... It would somehow fuel the feeling I had been feeling all my life...unimportant,unloved,forlorn, deserted, taken for granted,rejected.Are you happy now?????
Ahh...ouch...why has the world gone so cruel??????