It's hard being strong...there are moments when loneliness also creeps in...but I leave everything to God...I have reached this age and attained the single status in life out of my own choice...because there are greater loves that need to be prioritised...Pardon me all for the outpouring...but I guess this is again one of the dynamics of emotions that an "old maid" like me undergoes...:) Good thing there is QL to pour out my emotions and enable me to grab back my sanity! :)

Loneliness is one of the consequences of my choice of state of life...It's just so ironic, that when things are getting rosier for my siblings (all of them are already here and so is my father!), when things seem to be okay for me to think of my own happiness (in a few more months because I still want everything to be perfectly okay for my family), somebody catches my eye and seeped his way into my consciousness..but that somebody doesn't seem to be right.

But what to do? Life must go on.....Be still my heart, be still...:)

Again, my sincerest thanks to you all for your time and for being with me in my vulnerable moment.