Man,,, you are in such pain i cant imagine of. But i know one thing that if i know that i dont belong some where, then i make sure that no matter what the consequences are i will move away from that miserable situation. You need to go ahead and stop hurting yourself buddy with this load of torture, make the move.
How can you be sure that you will not get any offers if you return home? or if you wont get NOC?
Stop torturing yourself, buddy.
In my opinion, you need to find out better options, now that you have made a mistake , learn from it and move on, dont make it the mistake of your life, just let it be a mistake towards a better life.
Man,,, you are in such pain i cant imagine of. But i know one thing that if i know that i dont belong some where, then i make sure that no matter what the consequences are i will move away from that miserable situation. You need to go ahead and stop hurting yourself buddy with this load of torture, make the move.
How can you be sure that you will not get any offers if you return home? or if you wont get NOC?
Stop torturing yourself, buddy.
In my opinion, you need to find out better options, now that you have made a mistake , learn from it and move on, dont make it the mistake of your life, just let it be a mistake towards a better life.
God bless you