Hi Punky,

At this stage, please follow your heart. From the way you describe you are really unhappy with your work. Try various avenues first, getting another job, and seek the NOC first. If all else fail, you know what you should do. Ask your heart, what do you want most ? Sometimes its just not worth it to be stressed out because of all the what-ifs in the world. One of these days, just follow your instinct. It will guide you. Have faith in yourself. All the very best to you Punky.

*Bunga*