its time for you to come out clean, repenting for your mistakes is no solution. if you wish to continue being a slave to your sponsor and repay all the money you stole, then you can live this life forever.

You say you love your new wife, but you are not honest with her too, she should be the first one to know what you did.... you dont even have her support.

Its easy for me to blame you with just a few hundred words you wrote about many years of your life.

your only option is to confess and get wat you deserve. just because your sponsor pays you peanuts, you have no right to steal. other than finding ways to move away from him you ensured that you cheat him of his money.

you are not innocent my dear friend..... you have committed one crime to cover the other crime. you will continue doing so until a point of no return.