Supernova...You mentioned "i take good part of my body and i meditate and i feel the trees and wind around me..
and i am happy this way"
Interesting,maybe you would like to learn that there is a cult who like yourself meditate, with the wind and ...hug trees
It's very 'in' and a great conversation starter when you want to disrobe yourself of your roots and embrace something grander that we lowly Muslims don't understand lol

Here you go...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roFB7bGCAgc&feature=related

Maybe you can chant the Mantra you wrote previously

"i pray for women here and all over the world to have the choice to lead the life they choose
i pray for women here and all over the world to destroy the traditions that emprison us from being true to ourselves
i pray for women here and all over the world to have the power to say, i am a woman an i am proud
i pray for women to embrace their curves and be the divas that they want to be
i pray for all women to feel the power i feel when i say i am not a copy of some one else but i am simply me
just me and truely me
i am the woman who god wants me to be
i am the woman who i want to be
i am the woman who is everyone wanna be but afraid to be
i am my outer and inner self. i am one with the world and i am against the world"

Why stop at that....nudist camps await you!!! lol

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