sad...
but try looking at this, it ain't your lost friend, it won't always be for you are true to your feelings back then even if the other party won't return the same, from the moment you stood out for love, it's mere effects on you should be enough for the efforts you make, you'll only get a jackpot if it doubles when the other responded well.

just try remembering the lessons learned.

^_^ and don't listen to me, ok? (l0l)