Zaggy, be yourself ! I mean find joy in everything you do. I know its really difficult, you may even feel dramatic at instances, but that could reshape your life. You could feel the real joy of being alive sooner. I donno what could make you really easy and happy , but being reasonable could be the best thin in life! And find a job which suits you best for your qualification. And then, you'll be just fine!

---If you can't CONVINCE 'em, CONFUSE 'em!!!