one thing i learned, roll over and play dead and surrender to God! stop doing things to make him/her come back, stop thinking of "what could have beens". just for once, let go and let God heal the pain. Do your share, too, by making yourself busy and regaining a part of yourself. That's what I am doing right now. At first, I thought I couldn't move on. But I surrendered everything and just gave up the struggle. Struggling made things more painful. Then and only then was I "rescued" by God's angels in the form of my friends. I'm not saying that I'm totally healed. I'm still heartbroken but at least things are manageable. He broke my heart without him knowing it. Now, whenever I see him, I could afford to smile and even talk to him as if I never went through the harrowing experience of pain, sleepless nights and buckets of tears. I came to accept him as he is. It only takes courage to surrender and accept that things did not work out.

Life is still too beautiful to be wasted.