no inshantu, its not easy at all, and i really feel for you, but given the circumstances, theres no other option. You have to wait until hes ready to talk to you.Hes rejecting your calls, and personlly no matter how much i loved someone, if the feelings not mutual, or in this case hes just not responding to you at all, i would just stop. You cant force someone to do something they dont want to do. Nor can you drive yourself crazy by calling him all the time. Anyway good luck with it all and im sorry that hes doing this to you.