gudone, your words made me relief..
it's nice to know that there are people who had same concerns with me and got over it.
now the most important thing for me is finding a job in there. so that i can make my mind busy with work and adapt there easily. otherwise, staying at home for all the time makes me insane i guess:)

marrying and moving to another country at the same time scares me a little bit.. these are huge steps for my life.. but i hope things will be good for me.. thanks for your great wishes..