I can understand your emotions MN.Having stayed all my life in a 'Muslim' country,Saudi Arabia,Ramadan has its own essence.For me,it was about coming from school and seeing my dad at home(absolutely great!)Some days when myself n my brother didn't fast,we would come home n dad would heat rice with ghee on pan(I miss it so much!!) and then wait for AFV and cartoons to start.It was about going to taraweeh with my brothers.It was about sneaking in kitchen to eat pre-soaked almonds.It was about listening to my mom and dad reading Qura'an while myself and my brother recited too. It was about going to Umrah also.miss everything so much.But hoping to create beautiful Ramadan memories for my lil one