Thanks for the comments guys. Sure i know sooner or later I have to let her live her life I just dont want her to do anything that she will feel regret because what we lived. And genesis; maybe I still have feelings for her. But I know that; neither she cant knock the door, nor I can open it for her from now on. I am just willing that she will be in a serious relation that will make her happy instead of jumping from here to there and so on. Why people behave so stupid at th end of a relation and do not accept it sth normal in life? I don't get it. :(