Yes Mandi u are right.. it was not a totally depression. its a combination of sadness that will lead to possible depression if i continue thinking of it.

But for now, as i keep reading all the posts.. i will not waste my time thinking of unnecessary things. ill treat the person same way as they are treating me. like what ishqia said dont give importance to the people whos also not giving u an importance.

i need to help myself now in dealing with my own sadness.. its all in my mind.. i also knew that the only permanent thing in this world is Change and then Pray..

Thanks to everyone! really appreciate all your posts.. it means a lot...

You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving!!!