Well i agree with u about the temptation, but i'm not afraid of this point. And i'm not afraid of breaking up because it's been a while, we're preparing for the big day for next year. But even though, there's lot of moments when u feel so down because of this situation and u don't want to bother the other one because of that and try hard to make up ur sadness. But it seems that every time it's harder, i thought maybe the others have an advice for such bad moments