Go through all the comments above and you will find more words than a pshychiatrist words speak out for you.
Read the comments and think about it and then act.
IF you are not normal then you've gone AB-Normal Just Becuase of a Child! ! ! who is non other than part of your blood ! !
BE REalistic and be SElfless your statements explain your personality as your the SElf styled and selfish person who looks for himself and use others for himself.
C'mon ; Be a MAN and Be a FATHER and Become and Good HUSBAND than Suicidal !