Hello Blue Coffee as I tried to collect my thoughts on how to answer you without a stupid or unconcern one, this is what I have come up with. If I told you I never felt like you do I would be a liar. I have felt alone when a room was croweded and hopeless when a solution was right in front of me. The loneliness and the feeling of being unloved and separated from one own self is as real as the moon and the sky yet it is one that you have to control or else it takes you to a very dark place in which many never return as it ends in destruction known as suicide. I too have been in my life so depressed that I could not get out of bed and loneliness ate at my very existence but I made it through as I realize that I could change my life even if it meant to run away from that person, place, or thing that made me feel that way. If it is Doha go to Al Khor if it is Qatar go to the Uk if it is a him or a her find another him or her but you have the power to change, YOU have it and only you alone, I rode this horse before and it's hard to get off sometimes you just take the fall but in the end, you got off the damn horse. Take care and I am always here. Karen