Only when a guy like you is trying to take charge of it Knight.

Let me teach you something I learned when I was 10 years old. My first job was walking hot horses on the backstretch at Arlington Park Race track in Chicago. These race horses are bred for size, strength and insanity and after workouts somebody had to walk them around the shed row to cool them out. These keyed up 1600+ pounds of pure muscle would always go crazy buckin up and kickin, stopping and pulling away- I was scared, I couldn't control them and I was really scared. I coulda got killed, I was just a liitle kid. Then I learned that when they start going besrk just keep walking and act like nothing is going on behind you. I'd act real calm and they would always settle right down, always. They needed to trust that whomever is leading them around knew where they were going, and wasn't scared.

Knight, you don't know who you are, you don't know where you are, you don't know where you're going, and you're scared. There's no way a womans gonna want to follow you anywhere.