Where are you staying right now? If you are still with your employer, please don't do anything stupid like running away from them. It will bring you more trouble. They could file a case against you ( theft for example) before you reach the deportation.

You don't need to go to the deportation, you know, that is the place for illegal people (the undocumented ones) and those who were caught doing illegal things. That is not your case. Kabayan, i know you are feeling desperate but you have to clear your mind, and do the right thing. You have to go to the embassy, otherwise, live with it. You are not the first case of your problem. Be wise. In sha Allah, things will be in your favor.